seriously?

people these days, yo. acting all shady & shit for nothing! geeez, it's fucking retarted. but i don't care no mooore, i really have stopped.

anyways, currently babysitting. im really sleepy, & i wish her mother would come pick her up already! hah, plus kaye took my car. i told her to put gas in that bitch! lol.

okay, hold up. back on topic. hah, guys hella confuse me. like shit, yaa think girls got their emotions all messed up? geeez, take a look at ya' self honey! foreals. honestly, i haven't moved on from my ex. i still love the guy, yenno? i mean, duh. i've been with him long enough to feel something real, but he's moved on. & i ain't about to sit. here moping around & shit for a nigga. i opened myself up for this dude, & its hella unfortunate that he moved on quickly. like shoot, no matter how much animosity i got towards his new girl, i still want him to be happy. best of luck to them. what i don't understand tho, is why he has to space himself so far from me! like wtf, i still wanna be your friend, but if yaa' can't act like one, im not gonna even try, yenno?

shit, being friends or in a relationship, just meet me halfwaay! ugh, whatever tho. i ain't tryna look for love tho. it's too damn quick for any typa love dovey shit.

i'm tryna find myself, & love me for who i am. i have alot of potential, & i hella know ima be okay. just whatever happens, happens. whether i fall into a new love, or if i rekindle an old flame, it's cool. cos' i know ima have the strength to be strong for myself :)