either put up with it,

or let it go.

mhm, myspace song is the shit! hah, thank you sirus radio :) blah, anyways, my mother is trippin over something! swear to goodness, she yells at me for anything. i'm not saying nothing, she still yelling! wtf, i guess. haha!

well, today was pretty good. i did my hair, for the first time in like ever, haha. i got so many compliments, so i feel speciaaal! :) supposed to go dinner w/ wifey tonite. but i still needa ask father. mhm, & HAPPY 1 YEAR & 4MONTHS to us :) my longest relationship is with my best friend, hah!

& fricken evan opened his christmas present early -__- i was like wtf?! whatever tho, lol. im so sleepy, i just wanna sleep! blah, i feel pretty content. i laughed alot tho, caught up with old friends. it takes one bad incident to see life in another perspective, yes? cos i feel more outgoing than i ever was before, lol. talking nonstop to everrrrybody!

mhm, yay me! oh & shaun calls me mommy now, lol. its kinda cute, fricken weirdo, lol. ooh, & i hella talked to coreyoun yesterday. it felt good to understand a guys perspective for once.

things are slowly getting better :) & im proud of myself for it! yeeee, i still am prolly gonna have my vent sessions & breakdowns, but cope with me, lol. but ima be okay guys!

NO WORRY BEEF CURRY! :)