broken-hearted girl.

sike! i ain't playing that part.

i think im finally content. i think im finally getting better. thank god. i've been hurting for such a long time, & im finally starting to show my stronger side. i've been praying every night, & i'm been hoping for the best everyday. & i can finally say that things are fnally starting to look up. things at home are getting better, & relationship wise, i'm finally letting go.

i'm understanding now, that if it was meant to be, it'll happen. but if not, it was good while it lasted :) the main thing is that he made me really happy, & that's what everyone wanted to see. mellissa was happy! really happy :) & now, i am happily single. regardless of all the hurt & pain, i can now focus on myself, & do my own thing.

relationships are alot of work, & extremely time consuming. if you don't meet each other halfway, you're looking at a disaster. evan & i had our problems, we had our arguments, but by the end of the day, we still had each other. our 8 months together was amazing, & i thank him for all the love he gave me.

as for now, we're both happy. & like i said before, whatever happens, happens.