monday afternoons.

happy monday! blah, first day of the week -__- uhm, so this morning did not go well. first, my stupid car battery died, so i took mommy's car to school. then wifey told me some things, broke down in my car :(

driving + crying = I CAN'T SEEE!

lmao, funny! but whack. mhm, so yeah, it wasn't that good. i was lost in deep thought during government. thought through alot of my problems. i've already made my decision, so i'm not going back. blah blah, even though i have my breakdowns, im doing really well not caring. i can finally confront my emotions & not let my conscience take over what i wanna do. as long as i dont get in too deep, ima be fine.

english was boring as fuck. i wanted to fall asleep, but was a good student & stayed awake :) after class, walked with lexy to the front of the school. it was raining super hard! blah, it was hella cold, lol. & my head was too big for my hoodie :( hung out at the table with cassie. mark gave me free lunch! haha, thanks hun. fricken andrew jacked it anyways, lol. he fed me gross ass pizza & fries. but ended up going to jack in the box with cassie & elliott. he bought me a chicken sandwich! :)

& after i dropped them back off at school, headed out to go buy the rest of my christmas presents. it was snowing! :) awh, i loved it. i felt like a little girl again! hm, i would love to go back to when i was younger. drama back then was nothing compared to how it is now, lol.

so now im at home. i should start doing some homework, yes? lol. SLACKERRR! ugh, i needa start being more independent. i always fall for the wrong guys :( it's not fair, but i'm leaving it all in Gods hands. he knows whats best for me, & i'm positive there's someone waiting for me :) he knows there's alot more out there for me, so i just needa love myself first before i can love someone else :)

so main goals?
- get a job.
- graduate with honors.
- win scholarships.
- go to college.

mhm, sounds good! my priorities are straight.

EVERYTHING WILL BE OKAY, DON'T WORRY<3