Love is patient, Love is kind.

Do you hear me?
Baby ya gotta believe in the things,
That make you & me win together.
Don't you throw in the towel.
I'm keeping my promise to you, I got ya back now.
When the chips are down,
It seems like it's so hard for you to move ahead,
Just know that I am by your side.
There ain't no ifs, buts, or maybes,
I'm gonna stay down and ride for you baby. <3

so today started off slow. woke up at 6, maria came to pick up mya. never got paid :( she said i will next weekend. ahhh, i needa get the money soon. ima buy my loverss christmas presents! :) hah, but anyways. was ready to leave around 6:40, & daddy said i could take the car! yeeee, trust without having to ask for it, thass what im talking about. got to school, chilled w/ lexy & sammy for a bit. bell rang & walked to class w/ lexy.

forensics was boring as usual. but less boring this time, haha. chill! talked to lexy, deonte & valerie alot. plus chatted w/ my honeys; carissa, jackie & bree. ugh, deonte was wearing his senior shirt & hoodie! maan, i want mines now. good thing ordered that shizz sooner rather than laterr. ooh & miss whatsherface wasn't as irking as she usually is. talking mess all the damn time! golly, stfu. i ain't letting her get to no more. she ain't worth the time of day, rigggght? i'll be surprised if she read this, lmao. but yeah, watched CSI all class time.

next class was trigonometry -__- gaahdamn, that class irks the hella outta me. plus had a test today! wtf. like always, i wasn't prepared. so i wrote down bullshit & spent my geo-dollars. lmao! saw my cutie pie, maan. he's so cute, i just wanna squeeze him! i sure do miss him, ALOT. ugh, time passes by hella slowly. but i'm learning to manage on my own, & not focus TOO much on him. it's hella weird hearing him say my name for the first time since we started going out. 'hey mellissa!' i mean, wtfff?! i liked babe bettter, but i guess i have to wait for that time to come again. i'm still trying, really trying.

so like, im supposed to be studying for my government test tomorrow. ugh, fuck tests. idk how ima survive college, lols. im hella procrastinating, but ill get it all done. pinky promise! ;) gonna tweak on myspace first tho, haha.

peace easy <3

March 5, 2008 - let's focus on ourselves first, but we will make it in the end.